Is'nt life unfair??

SO unfair lohs...I accidently did something wrong then my coach scold me. Then, I started to cry wait not really cry ..sniff. she noticed and scolded me cuz she said it was not right to cry when I did something wrong and instead try my best to do it. But I alrdy knew and actually I was crying cuz my 2 big ulcers who were at the same spot hurt a lot.Well, I dunno how to say ulcer in chinese u noe my chinese is horrible...anywayzz I could not ask anyone cuz I cannot chat to anyone ;during training...if not I will get another scolding! Well I like my cell frenzz Audrey and GRace...hehe I can't beleive fartini get's private training from tj...I mean unfair much??? She keeps on saying how good fartini is and I admit I am getting a bit jealous!!